The valve that has concerned us from the beginning is his pulmonary valve. And it's still leaking 50% of the blood backwards every time it pumps, which is crazy to imagine. Somehow Dylan's heart and body have learned to compensate. Dylan's heart continues to be a wonder! It's amazing. You wouldn't know that he loses 50% of his blood volume that's supposed to be going to the lungs to get oxygen by looking at him. He's got energy for days, runs, plays, dances, keeps up with other kids. He's never turned blue, fainted, broken into a cold sweat, had a severe loss of energy, or anything else that would indicate that his heart works much harder than yours or mine.
But even with all of this, we're keeping a closer watch on things. His annual visits have turned into 6 month visits. And we're doing more tests now. Next up: I'll be heading back in next week to pick up a holter monitor. This is a device that Dylan will wear for a 24 hour period to track his heart rate constantly. They're looking for anything irregular with how his heart beats. So that will be a first for us! We'll update with that experience soon.
As we drove home from the clinic with our Slurpees in hand (Dylan's treat of choice yesterday), I asked him how we feels about having a heart that doesn't work the same as other people's.
"Sometimes I feel sad. But most of the time I feel proud of my heart!"
That made me melt.
Dylan just turned eleven. ELEVEN!! For so many years these visits have been about getting through it, trying to help him not feel afraid of the machines and all of the tests (he would scream and cry through these visits when he was little). It was all about managing his fear response and getting helpful information for us as parents. But now that he's all grown up, it's all about educating him, including him in the conversation, and working through feelings together. He's so big. And he's gaining wisdom beyond his years through this "defect." But sometimes defects can turn out to be our greatest blessings.....because they help us grow into the people that God knows we can be. ❤️




“Sometimes I feel sad. But most of the time I feel proud of my heart!" I LOVE this!
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